As I sit here before my laptop, there is quite a hustle bustle going on out there. Much of it doesn't relate to me.The children are playing like anything in this scorching sun and obviously, more of these little creatures come together, the more noise they generate.We must really learn this art of not getting bored from them. Their curiosity as intriguing to me as those stars out there.
Speaking about stars, they are not working for me. I am right now sitting at the most pressurised time of my life. There's too much to do in a very short time. It's stressful and beautiful. Beautiful because I had gone through all of this the last year and had foreseen that such time would come again definitely. No matter how much we prepare, rising up at that moment really makes all the difference. To this I would like to quote morpheus from The matrix-" There is a a difference between knowing the path and walking that path".I can now agree with him. It's also fun how we handle stress. Some of us work wonders and others just deflate. I come in the latter bracket but I am always hoping to find a place for me in the former.
I don't know how my life is going to shape up in the coming months and thinking about it, makes it all the more scary. But as it is said,'Fear the fear itself' I am from now on going to stop bothering about this big daunting task. The less I'll think about it the more peaceful shall I become. But it doesn't mean I am not going to do anything about it. I am going to work even harder to remove this boulder out of my way and wouldn't let negative thoughts negate my efforts.
So with this firm resolution I might as well bid adieu to this blogging space for sometime now. In the hindsight, I knew it was never a good time to start blogging but anyway I did. I would definitely return after May once I am through with the 'tasks'. I hope things shall turn out my way.
Till then-
Sayonara
Have a happy life :)
PS- I am really really sorry for that unfinished story. I just didn't have enough time to complete all of it. After May, I will first of all finish that story. Sorry once again :-(
Speaking about stars, they are not working for me. I am right now sitting at the most pressurised time of my life. There's too much to do in a very short time. It's stressful and beautiful. Beautiful because I had gone through all of this the last year and had foreseen that such time would come again definitely. No matter how much we prepare, rising up at that moment really makes all the difference. To this I would like to quote morpheus from The matrix-" There is a a difference between knowing the path and walking that path".I can now agree with him. It's also fun how we handle stress. Some of us work wonders and others just deflate. I come in the latter bracket but I am always hoping to find a place for me in the former.
I don't know how my life is going to shape up in the coming months and thinking about it, makes it all the more scary. But as it is said,'Fear the fear itself' I am from now on going to stop bothering about this big daunting task. The less I'll think about it the more peaceful shall I become. But it doesn't mean I am not going to do anything about it. I am going to work even harder to remove this boulder out of my way and wouldn't let negative thoughts negate my efforts.
So with this firm resolution I might as well bid adieu to this blogging space for sometime now. In the hindsight, I knew it was never a good time to start blogging but anyway I did. I would definitely return after May once I am through with the 'tasks'. I hope things shall turn out my way.
Till then-
Sayonara
Have a happy life :)
PS- I am really really sorry for that unfinished story. I just didn't have enough time to complete all of it. After May, I will first of all finish that story. Sorry once again :-(
By reading about your current academic activity etc., I too think that right now was not the best time, but let us hope blogging was an outlet for you. Also, let us hope it was a positive outlet.
ReplyDeleteForgetting about where you are vis-a-vis last year, I think it is very good in itself that you are at least thinking about it. This means you are trying to find patterns, and that you believe that repeating last year's things will lead to similar, if not the same results.
Remember, out of every 10 guys who are preparing for the same thing as you, at least half are not exactly interested, and the rest are in the same situation, emotionally/mentally and in terms of their academic progress as you. So, if you are able to keep a cool head and do things after a bit of thinking, you will fare better than most.
Saying any more might confuse you, so I want to end with telling you that no matter what you think, hard work will bring rewards and thinking is... well.. thinking only. So, you know what to do. Don't worry about which chapters you are missing, make sure that you are the 'king' of the chapters you are finishing.
Thanks for the wise words sir, I had forgotten some points that you reminded me!
DeleteI hope your studies are going the way you want them to. Also, I hope you are cool and calm and confident.
Deletethats a nice way to end the month.. and Matrix wow...i love those 3 movies :P
ReplyDeleteYou're so right - rising up in that moment really truly DOES make all the difference!
ReplyDeleteAll the best for the "tasks" :-)
ReplyDeleteCome back soon..:)
ReplyDeleteWaiting for the next part...:)
Good Luck Dr!
ReplyDelete@deeps- welcome to my blog. It's a good way to end but not the best way to start.
ReplyDelete@optimistic- I am glad you agree with me.
@green speck- Thank you :)
@mani - i will. And why don't you help me complete the story? you can write how you want the story to be shaped up(keeping the title in mind)
@nameera- thank you so much :)
umm i actually like mysterious stories so you can try to write it a nit mysterious..(Its Going on tht way too by keeping the suspence that who was actua;ly on the door...??? Break the suspence soon,...:)
ReplyDeletekeep writing..:)
My best wishes are with you.. but what is this big task anyways?
ReplyDeleteHawa toh bhai poori bana di tune, ab bata bhi de ki akhir task hai kya.. ;)
Mere exams hain bhai
DeleteMy best wishes to you . Hope you succeed in whatever that is lined up -Exams are important but remember it is not the marks that you get but the effort that you put in that is important.
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot Mrs. Sundararajan. I shall keep your words in mind :)
DeleteBlogging is a good thing and this comes from a not-so-frequent blogger - Me :) It is a stressbuster for most of us bloggers. You may not blog frequently but you know you will miss blogging once you stop doing so. So, take a sabbatical and then come back stronger, for, what stays in the mind should be made heard. :)
ReplyDeleteP.S. Story writing? Ah..tried my hand at that once and gave it up and here I want to pen a novel :p Good luck boy. May you succeed in all your endeavours :)
yeah! It is a misery when it comes down to imagination! Well, that's a nice cause to blog but i don't blog for such reasons. I just blog for the fun of it. And the break was not what i wanted. It just fell on me :( AAh! I am such a sissy when I don't sleep! Sorry about that.
DeleteANd welcome to blog and most importantly thank you for the nice words in the end, I hope they do me good :)